No more distractions but Lonely?

Finally she's back to where she's supposed to be
Which pretty much means that I'm alone here...
Although she does irritates me...
I somehow missed it when I comes in everytime...
feels a lil' empty
Maybe it is true that Librans hate to be alone
hate loneliness
But if she ever comes back . . .
it will irritates me again
and I can hardly study
I supposed she just enjoyed being a distraction
with her bloody...I mean, whitey laptop
Anyway, I supposed it is better that she is no longer here...
I guess I'll only miss the time when I have to eat alone
especially during the weekends when almost everyone left...
sigh...
should I be glad or not?

* * * * * *
Got back all the papers for the trials...
and ONLY ONE
I mean ONLY ONE PASSED!
In other words...
I FAILED ALL EXCEPT ONE
WHAT THE HELL!!
The real exam is just 2 weeks away...
GOD, You seriously HAVE to HELP me!
I need HELP!
I need SAVIOUR!
MOST OF ALL. . .
I need to STUDY!!!!!!!!

Not a good sign...

Today isn't a good start since morning
I was coughing since yesterday and
I have IELTS exam this morning...
was supposed to reach college by 8.15 a.m
and we were told that the van will arrived at 7.45 a.m
but we were somehow 5-10 mins late
and the van was no longer there...
it's 8.00 a.m. and the van is still not here yet!
We finally reach there 45 mins later. . .
the first section which is listening starts at 9 a.m
which we arrived 8.55 a.m
dang! when we entered the hall...
but I am not feeling nervous YET
when the next paper, reading, starts, I cough like hell till I decided to get out from the hall
then, screwed up reading and writing sections already...
Then when it was my turn to do the speaking tests...
gawd..
worse test out of the four sections.
and I screwed it too by babbling the whole time...
I don't even know what the hell myself is babbling about

SIGHHHHH. . . .
I can only pray hard for the overall 6.5 with minimum 6.0 for each section.
*finger - crossed*

Assignment discussion-er ended up in Kim Gary

Sam and I were supposed to finish up our Malaysian Studies assignment

then, Taha came
and induce Sam to play poker (we call it 'cho dai di)
which he just learned few weeks ago.
So, Sam who don't know how to play at all, played with him
Good kids like me, finished up my part for the assignment because
she has already finished hers.
So I was doing my assignment miserably there 'coz I wanted to play TOO
HAHA

After a few round of poker, Joyce and Se Yee came in
and TEMPT us to go GURNEY
And so, we did!
Then, we have to find a place to put our bags as leaving our bags(with laptops inside) in the car will
result in the 'broken pieces of window on the floor at the car park'
which happened to my housemates.
However, we ended up bringing our bags together 'cos we thought
I mean I thought there are lockers at the mall...
see see...
THERE ISN'T ANY LOCKERS AT THE MALL (WHAT THE HECK 0.O!!!
Anyway, we went KIM GARY for our lunch.

Time to prepare tissues (to wipe off your saliva) again


what does this looks like to you? a cup of tea?
it's a soup...don't remember the name of it
but my Sam said it has onion + tomato.
IDK...doesn't sound tasty to me though

Well, I guess people who went Kim Gary before should know what is this
their famous 'si mat lai cha'

This is red bean . . . snow? ice?
I don't remember
All I remember was part of the conversation between Joyce and Se Yee
Joyce: There's a lot of red bean under there... *i couldn't hear this part, she said it too fast in chinese*
Se Yee: WAHHH! (sarcastically)
*then all of us starting laughing*


This fries...*Thumbs up*
recommended... LOL
it might look like the usual fries you eat at other places
but NEVER JUDGE A BOOK ITS COVER...
To me, it's NICE!

However, I don't think I'll recommend this..baked cheese potato or something
cos Sam warn me not to order this ever
HAHA


Don't even try eating this plate of black pepper pork rice (don't rmb the name as well)
when you're having sore throat.
'cos this is HOT and
thanks to my stupidity i ordered this and now my throat is suffering


Pineapple Fried Rice...
What's so special about this dish?
The name of the dish...in chinese which I don't know how to read



This look tasty...
but not so when you reach the bottom ...
Sam told me, "the rice below is so hard like rock"
means you shouldn't finish this till the bowl 'shines"



AND THIS...is what ONE person can eat..
and ONLY this ONE person can finish this...
actually there's another glass of that milk tea..
but because there are so many food...it can't fit in already
HAHA

time to go hang out in my dreamland already
NIGHT!

Too free to be busy

I have so much to do this week
but I seem to be very free...

Have Malaysian Studies assignment...
(WHY DO WE EVER NEED TO STUDY THAT!!!)
Test on Saturday
(WISH ME LUCK!!!)
Business Studies homework...due date : TOMORROW
and NOT DONE YET!
A lot of revision to do!

And yet. . .
what have I been doing the whole week?
Sleep. . .zZZZzzZ
EAT
ONLINE. . .Facebook, Blogspot, etc.

Should I be sentenced to death?
Should I?
Please don't. (^.^)
You'll miss me if you do that...
MWAHAHAHAHAH

The owner of this is currently out of her mind.
Will be right back. . .

and do wish her ALL THE BEST for her test on the coming SATURDAY

Connection like shit!

The connection recently sucks to the max!
keep disconnecting
i don't care whether it's because the heavy rain
or WHATSOEVER
Just stop disconnecting.
making my life hard
sheesh!

I am so sleepy
but I have so many things to do.
it's like all these things are never ending
I need sleep...
I need more time
> than 3 weeks is NOT ENOUGH for me
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
STRESS STRESS STRESS!
TENSION TENSION TENSION!

RELAX. . .
and start
STUDYING
is all I need to do now.

FIGHTING!!!!!

rebellious = me

I agree that I am rebellious at times.

But hey, don't you think all of us have the right to not do what we are ask to?

I really hate to be ordered around

That obviously explains why am I being a rebel

whether I'm at home or not.

So it would be much better if you don't ask me to do things for you

better still. . .don't even think about it

My rebellious attitude collide with my superb mood swing

even my mom can't imagine what will happen...

so, don't piss me off and stay away from me

when you're supposed to.

thank you~

anyway. . . this is especially for that particular person

19 April '09

Hate to hear all these

Isn't it pretty obvious that
I am not interested to listen to all your fucking problems?
You created those problems yourself
which is always about that particular person whom I think is not even a problem.
Damn it!
You think I am always easy going just because I look like one, didn't you?
I may be easy going because I never care about anything
even if the sky fall.
But with you grumbling & boasting all the time is seriously making me sick!

I have my own problems too.
Probably more than you have!
The only difference is that...
I rather hold it back than to spill it out.
'Cos I don't see the point of spilling it.

And you think telling me can help. . .
Aren't you even bored of all these ?
Every time the same 'ol person, same ol' issue. . .
You may not but I AM.
I am tired of all these fuss of yours.

Give me a break &
Just GET THE HELL OUTTA 'ERE (at least out of the room)
&
BACK TO WHERE YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE

I seriously need some peace of mind.
I need to concentrated on my studies.
Whatever you does everyday is already a distraction.
Your problem might be a problem to me
but it is irritating me!

And now I have decided to go to SLUMBERLAND
to have my peace of mind!

A new way of eating my favorite snack - Chocolate.

Ever notice how when you eat something, say chips or cookies,
while watching your favorite TV shows, Lost or Prison Break
and at the same talking on the phone to your bestie. . .
you pay so much attention on every single thing you're doing
but the snacks, that minutes later you find only bits and pieces of the chips/cookies
on your shirt & couch but hardly remember how it even taste like?

And this is what I found from the net.
It says,
Eat chocolate mindfully...
but how?

Try this steps. . .

1. Get into a comfortable position
2. Notice the weight of a piece of chocolate in your hand.
3. Observe the shape and color.
4. As you unwrap it, listen to the crinkle of the foil or paper.
5. Bring the chocolate up to your nose, and inhale deeply. Notice what thoughts come in your mind as you do this. Let the thoughts come and go.
6. Place the chocolate in your mouth. Notice the flavor, richness, and texture.


The idea came from Susan Albers, a psychologist and author of Eat, Drink & Be Mindful: How to End Your Struggle with Mindless Eating and Start Savoring Food with Intention and Joy. Albers doesn't advocate avoiding chocolate (or other “trigger” or “bad” foods) completely, but rather suggests eating the sweet stuff in a new way.

LOOK !!

Check out this latest albums

BoA - BEST & USA


Release Date: March 16, 09
Language: Japanese & English
Genre: Pop / Dance

Korean pop star BoA officially storms the American music market with her long-awaited self-titled English debut album. Huge in Japan and Korea, the petite pop sensation made a splash with her first English single, the Henrik Jonback-produced dance track Eat You Up , in October last year. For her US debut album, she has recruited many hit-making hotshots on board including Brian Kennedy who produced Rihanna's Disturbia; Bloodshy & Avant who have worked with Madonna, Britney Spears, and Kylie Minogue; and singer-songwriter Sean Garrett who wrote, produced, and features in BoA's second single I Did It For Love. Other cuts to look out for on BoA's highly anticipated English debut album are the Kennedy-produced mid-tempo pop number Obsessed and the English version of her K-pop hit Girls on Top.

Japan Best
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02 Do The Motion
03 永遠 (Eien)
04 七色の明日 ~Brand New Beat~ (Nanairo no A****a ~Brand New Beat~)
05 Winter Love
06 メリクリ ~Best & USA Version~ (Meri Kuri ~Best & USA Version~)
07 Sweet Impact
08 抱きしめる (Dakishimeru)
09 Love Letter
10 Sparkling
11 Key Of Heart
12 Make A Secret
13 Everlasting
14 Lose Your Mind feat. Yutaka Furukawa from DOPING PANDA
15 Believe In Love feat. BoA (Acoustic Version)
16 Valenti ~Best & USA Version~

USA Debut Album
01 I Did It For Love (featuring Sean Garrett)
02 Energetic
03 Did Ya
04 Look Who・s Talking
05 Eat You Up
06 Obsessed
07 Touched
08 Scream
09 Girls On Top
10 Dress Off
11 Hypnotic dancefloor

Credit : Porky

Super Junior - Vol.3 - SORRY, SORRY


Release Date: March 12, 09
Language: Korean
Genre: Pop, Dance

Super Junior's third album features 12 new tracks, kicking off with the funky title song Sorry, Sorry. For this catchy urban house dance number, the group especially worked with renowned choreographer Nick Bass, who has collaborated with Beyonce, Justin Timberlake, and Christina Aguilera. Super Junior also worked with renowned composers and songwriters like Kenzie, Yoo Young Jin, Park Chang Hyun, Yoo Young Suk, as well as Fly to the Sky's Fany who co-wrote Let's not.... Perhaps most exciting is the participation of Dong Bang Shin Ki's U-know Yun Ho and Micky Yoo Chun who complement Kyu Hyun, Ryeo Wook and Ye Sung's perfect harmonization with their rapping in Heartquake. Actress Lee Yeon Hee also makes a guest appearance on CLUB No. 1. Presenting new images and more mature music with every album, Super Junior tried out a variety of different musical styles for their third album, as evident in songs like Brit-pop number Angela, dance track Why I like you, and the fusion pop number RESET.

01 Sorry, Sorry
02 니가 좋은 이유 (Why I like you)
03 마주치지 말자 (Let's not...)
04 앤젤라 (Angela)
05 RESET
06 MONSTER
07 WHAT IF
08 이별... 넌 쉽니 (Heartquake) (feat. U-Know & Micky of TVXQ)
09 CLUB No.1 (feat. Lee Yeon Hee)
10 HAPPY TOGETHER
11 죽어있는 것 (Dead at heart)
12 SHINING STAR

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Epik High - Map The Soul

Release Date: March 27, 2009
Language: Korean/English
Genre: Hip Hop

Their book album Map The Soul will be exclusively sold at
www.mapthesoul.com's online shop
& can be shipped internationally

You can purchase their album from iTunes too but the book is not included.

01. Believe
02. Cipher feat. Beatbox DG
03. Map the Soul feat. MYK
04. Customer Service (Skit)
05. Top Gun
06. Scenario (피해망상 Pt. 2) feat. MYK
07. London
08. Free Music feat. MYK
09. Map the Soul (Worldwide Version) feat. Tablo, MYK & Kero One
10. 8 By 8, Pt. 2 feat. MYK, Minos, Paloalto, The Quiett, Verbal Jint, Kebee, E-Sens & Simon Dominic

My RM10 note. T.T

Where the heck is my Rm10?
Whoever took it...
you better BECAREFUL, you despicable homosapien!
For taking my money when I'm at my
poorest state.
That's the only $$ I have for this whole week!
EVIL!
SHIT ASS!
you !#*^$*#^@$*&@#^$*&@#^$&*$@^!!

* * *
Okay I'm really sad now.
I remembered I place the RM10 note next to my laptop
before going to my l...o...n...g nap
When I wake up...*time for dinner*
then, I look at the table where I placed my money
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
O-O`!!!!!!!
IT IS GONE!!!!

That was all I have for this week!
you bloody SHIT *&^%#$%^&#@!%
Expect me to eat poop the whole week?!
HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU!
My RM10...
Come back to me!
I miss you!

Broke

I am officially broke.
Guess how much left in my wallet ?
RM1.50 to survive for another week, in other words...SEVEN DAYS
I must be crazy for spending money like the running water tap.
The only difference is that...
My money will be gone but the tap water will continue to run
And my mom is going to KILL me

* * *
I am so sleepy...
but not allowing myself to fall asleep
or else I won't be sleeping tonight...

* * *
MY MONEY
T.T
How am I going to survive?
I am afraid I might even get to survive tonight
My MONEY
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Cheers!

Today...I mean yesterday I have a new discovery
something which I somehow know since I was born
is proven today...I mean 3 hours ago!!
But I'll come back to this later.
***
Gawd! I was about to faint while I was writing my damn essay
(due to the lack of sleep and the stupid question)
Now that I mention it...
What the heck does 'a balm for mankind' mean?
Soothing, healing and some other rubbish alike...
just found out that...and
that means my essay is halfway out of topic...
the lecturer will start to his lecture again
sigh

***
After that, went to the mall with my roommate 'cos she needa buy souvenirs for her frieds back in her hometown.
We went Red Box at first...22 bucks/person. Fine.
Compulsory to pay for the tidbits. FINE.
When the bill arrived...60bucks...WHAT THE HECK!
THEN! I have to pay all...
'Cos she pretend not to hear and continue with her singing.
DAMN!
The went dinner at ... Breez??
Don't really remember how to spell...
Gotta be something like that
The food was not bad...*forgot to take photo*
The price was NOT BAD either.
But I was not the paying for it...
so let it be.
While eating and chatting ...
Stupidity strike my head.
I suggested that maybe we should have some alcohol.
So we went and bought a bottle of wine. *photos to be uploaded later*
That section was supposed to be closed at 9pm.
but we somehow managed to persuade the salesperson to let us in
So we choose that bottle of wine miserably...
I saw liquor...but I resisted myself from looking at it.
We choose the wine hurriedly and pay.

***
`Then, she (roommate) said want to take a look at the sea
so we went since I have not seen it either...and ~
we see only rocks and freaking dirty water...
alright...I can't see the water...
I saw sand/mud...HOW DISAPPOINTING.

***
Went back to the hostel after that.
And here comes the interesting part...
My 'smartness' which is about to be proven.

She asked me ... How are we supposed to open the bottle?
Well, corkscrew of course.
And I have it...
So I tried...and tried and tried
till I discovered something...
the corkscrew is to short for the cork in the wine bottle.
GREAT!
What now? Find another way.
I used knife and pen knife...
I finally opened it although 3/4 of the cork was in broken peices...
while the other 1/4 of the cork...
floating in the wine bottle...
At least it's drinkable ...ISH
Then, I found out another thing...
the wine doesn't taste nice at all...
after all the trouble I've gone through. =(
but managed to finish up the whole bottle...
*photos will be uploaded asap*

And now . . . . . .
It is time for me to enter slumberland already...
Good Night.
*kiss* [to myself!] Jealous? Don't be. Xp

I can't believe either...

Seriously, I myself can't believe that
I am actually studying for the exam which I have to write essays ONLY
I must be out of my mind...
LOL
Today will the last day of trials...
and my torturing days will start next week...
'coz there's only one more month till the real examination.
Don't have the fear yet...as usual =P
Just want to be a lil' prepared
'Coz I don't want to screwed up the exam...which I can't really afford to do so.

that's why tomorrow will probably the last day for me to enjoy
enjoy as in ...
shop.
I ain't shopaholics...
just that it's been quite some time since I last shop.
BTW, shopping helps people to release stress, as well as money (Sorry my purse)
HAHA

***
Feel like watching Confessions of a Shopaholics.
The book was awesome...
I wonder how the movie would be like...
Hopefully it won't end up like Twilight
where the book is more interesting that the movie
well, despite the hot Edward Cullen of course

Häagen-Dazs

This was last few weeks.

We (Sam & myself) were supposed to be studying in the library.
But somehow we ended up studying at Häagen-Dazs
while enjoying the dessert.
MWAHAHAHA
It hurts my wallet but it satisfy my tummy and mouth!
Then, we took photos to share with other friends.
Sharing is caring you see.
We aren't evil.
We aren't trying to make them jealous...
like i said, sharing is caring.
ROFL!

And here it comes...
get ready your tissues or handkerchief (if you're still using it)
to wipe your saliva...

I don't remember what is this, 'cos I didn't order this.
I ordered the next one...


CHOCOHOLICS
*DROOLS*


oh! and did I mention the water there is tasty
maybe it's because I like lemon
HAHA
I ain't crazy!
But I really like the water...lolx


***

That's the end for that day!

p/s : we did study! while enjoying...

Where's the question?

What a joke.
The lecturer seriously have some problem.
Set the paper w/o realising one section is missing.
Speechless.
I wonder how many marks I'll get with that bloody one section that I answer
which is 20 marks and also
which I'm sure I will get less than 10 marks.
Sighhh...

2 more papers to go...
Maths and GP...
Dang! Hate maths...
Well, going to screw the paper as well...
Wish me good luck ~ so that I can still be alive
when I come out from that damn hall...
that freezing damn hall

***

Check out my next 'mouth watering' post xp

A new start?

Where are all my previous posts?
Deleted. ^^
I just wanted to start a new one...
as the past has passed...
(I have no idea what I'm crapping either)

.it's 01:43 now and
I have exam in another 9 hours.
Going to screw the paper anyway.
Don't understand why on earth did I take Econs
I must be crazy at that time...
MUST BE
=.="

But I don't have the mood to study
Something is going on in my mind again and again
plus all the distraction (like what I'm doing right now)
and was disturbed just now when I was in the mood to study
Got so stressed up! That's why I deleted all the previous entry
and here comes a new blog of mine...
sighh...

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!
Wish me all the best peepz!
Hopefully I won't tear the paper when I see it later... =P