R-A-N-D-O-M

Lost my phone last night
(Whoever took it, don't blame me for cursing you)
&
dream of Ji Yong today.
(so out of the blue)
&
Cut my hair today.
(Not much difference though)

What am I doing?

I don't know.

Screwing up I guess.

So hot

I ain't talking 'bout WG's SO HOT.

I'm just saying that this morning (7.30a.m.),
we (BSY,CKY,FKM,&I) went to the FELDA Residence Hot Spring at Sungkai
Reach there around 8.40 - 9 a.m.
When we're buying the ticket,the lady told us that the Cold Pool is closed for renovation or whatever it is.
So, no Giant Octopus Water Slide.

Which means left HOT spring pool which is FREAKING HOT.

Okay, maybe not for BSY & CKY.

FKM and I can't even put our feet in it. . .
coz' it's hotter than the weather in Malaysia.
HAHA.We thought of boiling eggs.But we did not bring eggs and soy sauce.
So no egg boiling as well.After we're done dipping our feet,
we go for the private jacuzzi.
Yes, jacuzzi.Though it is not like those you seen in the TV.
But hey, it ain't cheap either.
75bucks/hour for the standard one. . .which can fit 8 person.
It's really nice soaking there with the
Unlike those pool which you can't adjust and

the temperature was like. . .30° - 60°I think we can be half cooked there.
HAHA
Then at the jacuzzi, cam-whoring time again. LOL.

There's even a video of BSY & FKM doing some nonsense.

After the video.
Had enough fun and left after that.
We're all dead tired and sleepy.
FKM & BSY already slept through almost the whole journey home.
HAHA.
Then, went for dim sum and all balik rumah.
Too tired to go other place.

Oh Just a reminder if you plan to go.

BRING EGGS ALONG. LOL

Steamboat AGAiiNnn

We went steamboat again today.

I mean yesterday .LOL

We always go steamboat . . .

I also don't know why

probably addicted to it already?

HELL NO

HAHA

We just enjoy snapping photos

and gossip.

And messin' around FKM's new spectacles.

It's purple.

Well, we're girls after all.

LOL

Sleepy.

zZZzzZZzzZZ. . .

ahnyong!

It's a sunny day!

Yea. It it sunny out there.

31°c.

But my mood is not so "sunny"

More like rainy day in here.

Hate period.

Another heartbreaker...

Wassup, wassup,

wassup wassup wassup!

GD's solo album is driving me crazy~

The songs in his album is very addictive.

You can now check out songs from his album from youtube

if you have not purchase it.

Check out this person's youtube page,

and you can find all GD's songs there.

Gawd, my this page is full of GD!

HAHAH

Remember to check it out!

and buy his album!
 

Heartbreaker is released!

I bet 180809 has been a crazy night

with all the waiting

for the Heartbreaker to be released.

I was going nuts!

But that's not all !

G-dragon has released MV for Heartbreaker (feat. Park Min Young)

Check out the video!

Credit: YG Entertainment Official Youtube

Okay, how's that?

That did not break your heart, did it?

Of course it didn't.

It melts your heart. Am I right?

Well, at least mine does.

*laughs*

It reminds me a lil' bit of Lady Gaga with his blonde hair and make ups.

Oh and doesn't that apple reminds you of Twilight's cover?

HAHA.

It's 180809 today!

Hey Hey!

Guess what day it is today?

I know it's Tuesday.

But that's not the correct answer.

Today is Big Bang G-Dragon's birthday~!

생일축하합니다, 오빠

Can't wait for his solo comeback!

LOL

Let's hope Heartbreaker will be a success~!

Sigh

Sigh.

Back at this miserable place.

No home cook food.

Line slower than T-O-R-T-O-I-S-E!

No where to go.

Have to attend M-A-T-H-S class.

sighhh...

Stalker?

Feels like someone is stalking me.

NO.

This time I am definite about it.

VERY.

No doubt at all.

I have been wondering all this while

and now, thanks to my stupidity

guess that stalker knows something that HE is not supposed to know.

What a small world.

Hate all these fucking so call 'mysterious-ness'

or 'secrecy'

DAMN!

Heartbreaker

No. I'm not a saying I'm a heartbreaker.

Well, at least that is what I know so far.Okay okay, that wasn't what I want to say.
What I'm trying to say is. . .Big Bang's leader, G-Dragon is going to release his first solo album on his birthday,
18th August.
Let's have a countdown, shall we?
HAHA.

This is his album cover.

Love it!
Heartbreaker [Mnet Media Korea 2009] 
Below is his album's concept photo.

Cool, ain't it?
Say NO and you'll get a BIG NO right your FACE!
Just joking. lol.

You can check out 3 songs' teaser from his album
Butterfly, Heartbreaker and
The Leader (Feat. Teddy from 1TYM and CL from 2Ne1)
in Youtube.

He also releases one full song from his solo album which features Kim Gun Mo,
titled Gossip Man.

credit: gdragon's me2DAY for audio

I can't wait till the 18th!

Movies.

Within this week I've watched 2 awesome movies.
The first one I watched was the one which Lee Byung Hyun starred in.
G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra

And the 2nd one which I watched yesterday night was
Aliens in the Attic
G.I Joe is awesome, Aliens in the Attic is hella funny!
Have you watch them?
Not yet?
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!
Get out from your house and go to cinema NOW!
LOL.

hair cut?

The last time I had a hair cut was...

IDK

like 8-9 months ago?

Man, I think I seriously need a hair cut...

very badly.

Okay, maybe just chap chap a bit.

But I'm lazy.

HEHEx

Finally.

Finally, I can online after my stupid laptop break down for more than a week.

Love home so much.

Line at home is like 100000x faster then at hostel

Shit connection.

I'll just have to make sure this laptop doesn't break down as well.

LOL

And the download marathon begins again.

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I've just got my result and it sucked!

So screwed.

Sigh.

-signed off-

The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas.

To all couch potatoes, if you're looking for a movie,
here's one if you have not watched it.

The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas.

A British - American 2008 film directed by Mark Herman and produced by David Heyman.
It is based on the book of the same name by Irish novelist John Boyne.
Buy it from Amazon.com 
Bruno is an eight-year-old German boy who leads a very comfortable life in Berlin during the Second World War. His father is a high ranking Nazi officer, but things change when the family has to move due to his father’s new post. In his innocence, Bruno sees the nearby concentration camp as a "farm" and wonders why its inhabitants are always wearing striped pyjamas. Eventually Bruno becomes friends with a Jewish boy his own age who lives on the other side of the fence.

. . . Elsa decides to move away with the children;
Ralf agrees, and tells Bruno that Elsa does not feel that the area is a good place for children to grow up. Bruno does not want to leave anymore, because of his friend Shmuel.

Shmuel tells Bruno that his father is missing. Bruno gives him the bad news that he will be moving away for good the next day after lunch. Wanting to make up for letting Shmuel down and unaware that his father has likely been murdered, Bruno agrees to help Shmuel to find his father, and returns the next day with a shovel to dig a hole under the fence to get into the camp, while Shmuel will bring an extra set of camp clothing; Shmuel's suggestion that he could leave the camp through the hole is rejected by Bruno, who focuses on the target of finding the father.

Bruno changes his clothes and wiggles under the fence, and is now in the camp with Shmuel. Bruno comes to realize that the camp is completely the opposite of what he saw in the propaganda film and wants to return, but Shmuel encourages him to continue helping to find his father. While they look in Shmuel's hut a group of guards and Kapos arrive and march all those inside (including Bruno and Shmuel) to a low concrete building. The men and boys are made to undress, supposedly for a shower, packed together into a gas chamber, and killed.

In the meantime, Elsa informs Ralf (who is, in a twist of irony, in a meeting about increasing the capacity of the crematorium) that Bruno is missing. With Gretel, they run to the camp and try to find him. They find Bruno's clothes next to the hole under the fence. Ralf runs throughout the camp and discovers an empty hut, and, reaching the gas chamber, concludes that Bruno has been brought to the gas chamber with a group of Jews. Pavel is also seen undressing near the boys and he looks at them and then turns away. When Ralf arrives, the boys are already dead and he is devastated. Upon hearing Ralf's cry of "Bruno!" Elsa and Gretel realise what has happened and fall to their knees in tears. A last shot showing the undressing room with many camp uniforms reminds the viewer that the tragedy is not just Bruno, Shmuel and Pavel's deaths, but that of many other Jewish people during the holocaust of World War II. (source)

tic-toc-tic-toc

Everything doesn't seem right these days.
Don't ask me why.
I'm still trying to figure out too.
It's going to be August soon.
VERY SOON.
And I should have started revising.
But I have not.
which is VERY bad.
Then, suddenly this fella came to me and say wants to shift to my unit.
What the heck.
I need some peace man.
I'm happy to be left alone in the room.
So please stay out of my way.
Like I said, August is just around the corner.
The same goes to the day I'm getting my result.
And trials.
Lastly, FINALS (=which basically means my funeral)
Time goes tick toc tick toc...and I go "HELP! HELP!"
What am I going to do?
Stop the time? I wished I can.
Time is passing so freaking fast.
So fast that I don't even have a second to stop and figure out what had just happen.

F-U-C-K
Everything!
I can feel myself burning inside.
I don't know why.
I only know that I'm fucking angry right now.
For what ever fucking reasons.
Music doesn't seem to be helping at this moment.
Nothing seem to help right now.
I even decreased the temperature in my room
till 16°c
And NO. It's not helping either.
Just another fucked up bitch = me!

w.h.a.t.e.v.e.r.

Seems that I have been neglecting my blog for quite some time
Was not my fault.
Blame the fucking internet connection
and the fucking speed of my laptop.
So fucking slow that I don't even feel like going online.
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This thing is sometimes freaking troublesome.
Makes my mood swing worsen
temper even worse than ever.
W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R
SO .F-U-C-K-E-D. UP.
ARGHHHH~!

zZzzZ

Gawd. I'm so freaking sleepy.
Slept at around 3AM last night, I mean this morning?
Why?
I was watching One Tree Hill S6
I was addicted to it so can't stop watching
LOL
But then, I realized I have class today at 8AM
which basically means that I have to wake up 6.30 in order to NOT miss the van
Luckily I have one hour break before my next 3-hour class.
I wonder how am I supposed to stand it.
I think I might collapsed anytime from now soon.
Gotta play some games to make myself awake.
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Oh, and did I mention I have no class this Saturday?
Thanks to the Governer's birthday.
Man, I never cared about all these before because it doesn't really concern me much
Now, I'm glad that his birthday falls on Saturday.
'Cos that means I can go home.
And I can't wait to go home and meet my friends on Saturday
and HAVE KOREAN FOOD.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I know what you are thinking.
I ain't outta my mind.
Just a lil' too excited.
*grins*

Bad 'ol habit.

I think I'm back to my 'ol life.
How was my 'ol life?
Sleep when it is time for others to wake up.
Wakes up when it's lunch or dinner time.
Of course I don't wake up this late when I have classes.
Because I FORCED myself to to wake up early,
and went into dreamland when the lecturer is telling some bedtime stories.
They have tons of bedtime stories.
Some already looked like one.
What do I mean by that?
Simply means that, when you look like at them, you can fall asleep right away.
You know, the BORING face.
When will they realize it is time to change the style of teaching.
Why can't they make the class livelier? Funnier? Or something like that.
Wasn't I mentioning my 'ol life?
Sorry, got carried away when it comes to boring classes.
Okay, not only that.
I'm back to snacking during midnight. That is very bad
And I was told not to have midnight snack yet, I'm still snacking (Teddy biscuits)
The doctor is going nag me for that again if my mom is taking me for body check.
Well, I still haven't got over the whole over-stressed thing.
It was bothering me for quite a few weeks. Why?
'Cos my mom got worried and told me it is okay if the overseas uni doesn't accept my application.
I can go when I'm doing my final year in degree.
UGH!! I rather I'm over-stressed than to stay here for few more years
Not even for one more year.
I am seriously getting sick of this place.
I need to get away from here.
But whatever I am doing now is really tough.
I should have done my pre-U studies overseas.
I came to regret about this like ALL THE TIME.
Why did I stay here again?
Right. 'Cos I ain't from some sorta rich family.
It was somehow said that my nervous system is very weak.
Which simply means that I get stress over something easily.
And when that happens, the best way to de-stressed?
SLEEP.
Not sure if it works. But I do love sleeping.
I think this is too long already.
Got to do my homework so that I don't have to stay here for few more years.
Hope I won't fail all the subjects in AS. Let's keep our finger crossed and pray hard for me, aite?
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